The Search for Something More

Christmas Party!!

2009-12-22T14:24:00.001+08:00

Yayyyy..... I can't wait for our office Christmas Party on the 24th!!

Planning is a bitch and I wish I can just sit and play. But I'm glad the Christmas campaign was a success and everyone's baby photos look so cute on our tree! Party catering courtesy of The Royals. Yummylicious.... :D

Will take a Christmas video soon with everyone's wishes. I think it'll be quite funny considering all the clowns we have here! Hahahahahha...

I loveeeeee presents.

Saving is hard.

2009-12-10T17:42:00.001+08:00

It's hard to save.

Really really hard. Really.. really.. REALLY hard.

*sigh*

Meeting Jennifer for dinner and shopping!! ^_^

Too fast to live

2009-12-06T19:11:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness.. That was a weekend in a flash. LOL..

It's Monday tomorrow. No boss for a whole week! Have fun in Hawaii boss! :)

Sending out an e-mail blast to the company regarding Christmas tomorrow.. Can't wait to see my plan in motion! People will start visiting the very sad looking Christmas tree at our lounge.. Hahaha... Does anybody else think we need a new Christmas tree? Come onn....

Mun Mun has some announcement to make. Wah lau eh... What announcement man... Hahahaha... Nvm.. >.<

I have flu and I have sore throat. I wanna scratch my throat. It's itchy.

Hmmm... I wonder how my sister's Standard Chartered run went. Is she alive?

. . . . .

2009-12-01T18:41:00.002+08:00

It's a boring day.

It's such..... a boring day.

It just feels... soooo.... incredibly boring!

OMGGG..

I'm not looking forward to home. There are no parents. There are no food. I have to do all the housework for 3 men. Nobody has enough sense to wash the dishes. Zero sense to empty the rubbish bin. No sense to clean ANYTHING around the house. And absolutely, ABSOLUTELY, no sense at all to even put the newspaper at the right place. And leave clothes outside the toilet too.

I live in a smelly, disgusting, pig sty.

Office is a much better place.

HA HA HA HA

2009-11-23T21:17:00.005+08:00

Yo!

I'm back.

I missed writing too much. Hahaha.. ^_^

Ok so new job (3 months in actually), fresh start, so no more "Aloha" and all that. I'll just start off with whatever I feel like starting off with. Hahaha..

Work has been good to me so far. Workload is pretty crazy but manageable. Would not be surviving my work-days without my colleagues. :D

Went for a 10km run with the company on Sunday. Run For Hope. Organizers were lousy though. Race did not start on time. Lol... But it was a good run. I'm glad my legs are not aching at all. I've been working out leh.. Hahahaha.. Stop telling me I'm too skinny coz I'm not. I eat a lot and I look fine. Booooo @ you.

Meanwhile, some fun office pictures!

Calculative

2009-07-10T12:15:00.002+08:00

It's been a rainy month.

I love it. Rainy days are good.

And I'm going shopping!!!!! Today and tomorrow. I've been very calculative lately and I think I'll go crazier counting my spendings then deciding what dress to buy. Sigh... But there is no better feeling in this world than SHOPPING. Omg.. The feelings and emotions and thrill... OHH!!!!!

And lastly, please do not rain on Sunday. :(

R.I.P MJ

2009-06-26T09:40:00.004+08:00

He sang to our hearts, danced to our eyes, and wrote for our soul.

R.I.P MJ. Know that you have inspired kids who'd jump on the bed dancing to Black or White, hurt ankles trying to do the moonwalk, and the same kids who have grown into adults with Heal The World embedded in their hearts.

A Long Walk in The Wrong Outfits

2009-06-23T23:59:00.004+08:00

Met up with old friends on Saturday. I haven't seen them since I was 17! 8 years mann... Relishing all those embarassing secondary school moments. My gawd..... Hahahaha.. Went for a morning movie (11am leh... Coz we got free tickets. LOL..). And yes Land of The Lost is hilarious!!! That mosquito bite was memorable. Hahahhaha...

So then after a filling lunch and bloated tummies, Sulas had this brilliant idea of going for a walk to Mount Faber to see the Henderson Waves. I'm a walker so I had no qualms. I just wished I was in the right clothes!!! We were carrying handbags and she was in her slippers and dress, and we swayed and sweated as we walked from Harborfront all the way up to Mount Faber. It was hilarioussss..... Hahaha.. Clothes were taken off, blisters were developed, skirts were shortened, and then we had some guy along the road playing the sax. Omg it was incredible. LOL.....

Went to Orchard Road after that to get Sulas's friend her bdae gift. So kinky leh!! Hahahaha... Further elaboration on MSN if you're interested. Went Indochine @ Wisma afterwards. Realised that Cats in The Cradle wasn't as good as I thought. Cover of James Blunt's "You're Beautiful" was pretty horrendous. That aside, their guitar skills were pretty credible. So credits for that.

The night ended on a very very very dramatic note. Hahahaha... It's ok Sulas!

Me and Asri. LOL...

To think we were almost the same height in our prom pic!

Me and good 'ol Sulas. Full of drama and crack. I likeee!!

Pictures from Riyan's wedding on Sunday. I just realized how horrifying my hair is.

Bumped.

2009-06-20T09:25:00.002+08:00

Omg!! I got cancelled on!

Had supper yesterday at Changi Airport, had latte which was totally a wrong idea. Got home close to 2am. And I could not sleep. So from 2am to 8am all I did was lie on my bed and just stare. And turn. And stare. And turn.

Got out of bed at 8am coz was supposed to meet friends at 10am. So showered, got ready, slap on make-up, and voila!

*beep. beep*

I GOT FREAKING CANCELLED ON.

Omggggggg... I've been awake 24hrs and I got cancelled on. Hahahahahha... Aiyoh.. Such luck. I'm too lazy to change my clothes or wipe off my make-up now. Here's hoping someone will reply my series of sms-es and ask me out.

Ottoke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.

2009-06-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

My life leaves little space for sadness.
My life leaves lesser space for cowardice.
My life leaves an even smaller space for low self-esteem.

This bright sunshine is growing darker by the day.
And getting smeared in every possible way.
Tonight, the long hidden rain has fallen.
To wash away the smears and lighten the burden.
And leave it with one last hurdle.
To set upon a new road and a new challenge.

Tomorrow shall be a new day.
That brings with it a new shine and a brighter ray.

Rookies

2009-06-11T22:06:00.003+08:00

Holey shmoley... My ikemen movie is outtt... :)

ROOKIES

Pop to Queen

2009-06-04T11:36:00.002+08:00

The studio version makes more sense. Hahahaha...

And how in the world did Adam Lambert make a poppish-typical-idol-tune sound so Queen-ish?! Truly amazing.

Sucker for live talent shows

2009-05-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

American Idol Final 2 showdown was pretty hot.

Although pictures of Adam Lambert making out with his gay partner conveniently surfaced recently, I STILL think he's hot. Hahahaha.. No I'm not a fag-hag.

Here's hoping Adam Lambert wins coz I think he's like a botox-ed Steven Tyler. Hahaha.. Ok no. I think Adam is a superstar. And that final song, was bad. American Idol should change the genre of their Idol singles. It's always the same hills and mountains and wind and dreams bullcrap. Even Simon thinks so.

I hope we'll see Kara DioGuardi sing at the finale. She's an amazing singer.. At least she knows what she's talking about when she's judging. Hahahaha... Paula and her "your pitching was a little wrong but you're beautiful", what the heck does she know about pitching? *rofl*

The Gay vs The Worship Leader. I say BRING IT ON!! 8am tomorrow morning!

Quiet baby

2009-05-20T14:44:00.001+08:00

Crying nephew?

Stuff mango into his mouth. *ROFL*

1.17am

2009-05-18T01:16:00.001+08:00

"Live the dream, or LEAVE the dream."

I am poor and I hate it.

The Book Cafe

2009-05-12T18:03:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm writing from The Book Cafe at Muhammad Sultan. My batt is dying and the last thing I'm doing now while at 23% is to write an entry. Hahaha... See I looove my blog.

So I have an interview on Saturday. Yayness! So the ratio of applications to interview is 23 : 1..

OMGGGG how did my batt droop to 2%?!!?!

Ok I'll update everything else tonight. Ciao.

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Ok I'm back home. OMGGGGGGG.. I just remembered something. I dunno where the list of my newsletter subscribers are. OMFG. I've written the letter and now I dunno where the list is. In one of the boxes at the storage??? Omggggg... I will be killed. My shoulders are aching from delivering newsletters like some kangaroo with a fat sack and now I just wanna roll in my bed and die. Omgggg. Time to deal with it. I have to tell the big woman next week when I meet her. That I need to go back to storage and look through the boxes. Wah lau eh.. Really damn suay.

Koh Pi Been

2009-05-06T12:35:00.003+08:00

I feel like a nomad.

I can never ever do proper work at home, so one day I'm at Starbucks with Trevor, and another day I'm at Coffee Bean by myself. And then other days I TRY to work at home, and I end up doing everything BUT work. Hahahaha.. I'm hopeless am I not?

And then there's this weird girl from a japanese publication who interviewed me sometime last year for a writing job. One year later, she calls me all of a sudden and was all like "Oh I saw you at town the other day! How are you??? We should meet up and catch up!" I'm like "Err... okaaaay.." You see I've gotten wary of people like these coz I've had friends who basically ignore your existence and all of a sudden wants to meet up for no reason other than selling you something. Well you guessed it, insurance.

So this weird girl after numerous unanswered calls called again for the upteenth time and I finally decided to meet just to get her to.... you know, not call again. And she gave me a weird address. Some building and some unit. So dear old Trevor to the rescue, did a little research amongst his network and we finally found out that she was working for some insurance company.

Man... Seriously. These people.

I know it's a job and all that, but I think people turn sort of annoying as a result of it. Almost.... evil. They forge closeness and "Oh I haven't seen you in a while!" and "How are you? We should meet up!" and all that hoo-ha, when in the end they don't give a flying rat's ass what or how you're doing but they just want to sell their insurance. Yeah whatever.

On a different note altogether, this place kinda smells. Maybe coz of the food exhibition they're having outside.

I haven't got my pay by the way. Amazing huh?

Rainism

2009-05-03T02:01:00.005+08:00

Pole dancing baby. Omo omo... So sexy.

Don't faint girls.

Bye AML

2009-05-01T18:00:00.010+08:00

So yesterday was our last day at office. The office is shifting. And we're office-less in May. Which means it's working-from-home month! And for me, it's also job-hunting month. There's no more reason to stay. I'm wasting my time. Although in this economic crisissy period I doubt I'll be able to score a job in one month. Haha...

So here we go, my last bus ride on 854. Pictures courtesy of my LG Viewty. It's pretty kickass.

Leaving Yishun interchange. I will miss excusing myself on escalators just to get on the 8.45am bus. Lol

Going along the endless Yio Chu Kang Rd. This is the part where I usually fall asleep so these pics are the first time I've seen too. Haha..

By the time we reached Hougang, it started raining. :(

Man with green umbrella who's usually seated at the bus stop waiting for his bus. Today he's wearing a matching tee.

Construction of the new Circle Line.

The recycling dump place where they recycle metals.

The biiiig Extra Space building which has been my landmark as the "building before the bus stop to alight"

Our office building. So-called "Asia's Biggest Car Mart". Hahaha.. I still think it has failed miserably in making one feel privileged to be in this building.

The ulu fastest way to the lobby lifts.

AND SO....... lunch was................

My beloved Ayam Penyet and homemade ice lemon tea!!! ^_^

Free labour. Cheap labour. Over labour. Expensive labour.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY FREAKS.

We need Finance!

2009-04-28T12:13:00.002+08:00

See this is what happens when a company doesn't have any accounts person to handle payments.

Angry people keep calling poor company. Poor company becomes angry, and angry people become poor. And the person picking up the call becomes the liar. Hahaha... Awesomeness.

It's pretty unlucky to be picking up phone calls you know. Die phone line. Dieeee..

On fire...

2009-04-24T13:56:00.003+08:00

Everyone is angry today. :S

And I just had the quickest lunch. Now my stomach is bloated and aches. Should I be honoured that the western stall uncle knows me as the "Fish & Chips girl"? Lol... I'm not a meat fan anyways.

I've been feeling very entrepreneurial-minded these days. Maybe working and knowing all these cool business owners makes me feel like being one.

Two names.

TIFOTEN and THE BRIGHT SPOT. Hahaha.. Ok Myron "The Bright Spot".

Really

2009-04-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

It really IS, the search for something more.

I'm unsatisfied with what I am at my age. Maybe I'm just impatient. If I never be what I want to be now, then I'll NEVER be. I didn't shop at all this month. I work and I don't even have the money to shop. Where's the happiness in working then? It feels pathetic. :(

I do have a little plan only a few know about. I don't know if it'll work, but it's worth a try. :) .. If it does work, I'll buy you all sweets.

It's like trying to stay afloat with a buoy enough for just one arm.

:(

2009-04-20T14:15:00.002+08:00

Living on the 1st floor is utterly, terribly, disgustingly, horrifyingly horrible.

Old sickness

2009-04-17T18:51:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!

My body is aching.. Everywhere.

And I'm sleepy..

Brainstorming for articles (is brainstorming by myself called brainstorming? LOLL..) is tiring...

But the result, is GOOOOD.. :D

So May will be called hanging-out-with-Trevor-month. Haha.. He knows good places to work outside of office. I'm thinking of sitting by the beach under a tree, with the wind and the breeze, and writing my stories. Sounds oh-so-good. But damned batteries last 2hr+ at most. -_-'''

OMGG Iris says my bus is coming in 18 minutes.. Gtg... Laters.

oww..

2009-04-13T15:53:00.002+08:00

I tried to replace the water tank on the water dispenser and I got a fucking ass cramp.

Hahaha... It was excruciating but hilarious at the same time. Even Emmy burst out in laughter. I laughed and groaned at the same time and my ass felt so stressed I actually lied and rolled on the floor. It would've been potentially embarassing if anyone walked through the door.

It's not the first time I've had a butt cramp. I googled it and someone mentioned lack of potassium. Really? So........ bananas?

listen

2009-04-10T00:28:00.001+08:00

My favourite song.

tall pumps with fat heels

2009-04-05T21:34:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

I'm in love.

your poker face

2009-04-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Ok so I absolutely detest that Poker Face song, but this...... is so damn cool!!! The awesomeness of Lady Gaga. Check it out u guys...

Weekend with kids... LOL

2009-03-28T13:45:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!

It's Fanfan's birthday weekend. Fanfan tweeee years old! Family chalet later, birthday party tomorow.......... and............................ work on Monday?

Went to Home Club with Mun yesterday after piano. Small cute place, but mediocre band. Aiyah.... Ok lah give them credit for actually doing what they love. Come to think of it, how many of us are actually loving what we're doing? I'm half-enjoying it, I admit. But I think life is about getting by with what comes along and I am getting by with what came along and was grabbed on. I consider myself lucky to at least enjoy the opportunity I'm riding on.

I realized how un-zesty my life is, so I bought an extreme sports book. Anything that doesn't involve water, I'm ALL for it. I wish Singapore had parachuting, parasailing, rock climbing, cliff climbs and theme parks and all that stuff. We're all like robots waiting to rust. Hahaha.. Can't wait for the IR to be done soon. We're gonna be one rich fat-ass city. Woo hoo hoo..... And we'll be branded with a Universal Studios Singapore. How awesome is that! We sure have come a long way..

What else happened yesterday? Oh.... We went to Highlander after Iguana after Home Club. I had to order from the loser list called the Wee Drinks. Hahahahaha.... Semi-highlight of the night was this super fugly tranny who was grabbing her boobs and squishing them in front of everyone. And then she started hip-thrusting. HAHAHA.. Omg that was so hilarious. All the men were like O_o.. Buy a mirror sista, a mirror. *rofl*

Anyways, gotta go. I shall bring horror films to watch at the chalet. Scare the crap outta the kids. LOL... What a witch.

My younger brother never liked me much. I bit his nose and threw him down the playground slide.

2009-03-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!

BBQ at Penny's place last night. Yummmyyy... Ok so it was raining and Emily's expensive wine broke, so it didn't exactly start out right. But all went well and everyone eventually forgot about the broken wine. Lol... Prawns were awesome, chicken wings were chao-tah, potatoes were tasty and company was good. Good news from Cynthia too... Congratulations!! Nice talk on the way back home, I'm still appalled at what's been going on and how unethical some morons can be. But that's ok, seems like it's biting back. Hahaahha..

Went to Muji with Lava just now. Rekindled my love for stationery. Haha! Bought some pens and a notebook. This is the first multi-colored pen I've seen with really decent ink! Most of the time the pen's ink is barely ink and totally lousy. Japanese stationery is the bombbb. *thumbs up*

Time is passing so fast. We're entering the 4th month of the year already. And I'm confused. Getting random undecipherable messages doesn't help either.

All in all, it was a happy weekend.

Happy Engagement to dear cuzzie.

Happy 29th to my brother too. Haha.. You old!

Fanfan's birthday party next week!!!

mio

2009-03-14T17:36:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!

Yay I have mio TV... Happening! So many channels to watch. ^_^

So yesterday was Friday the 13th was it? The day started off good but ended really bad. I felt like someone died. I think everyone in office felt that way. Sigh.... Grammy, Emmy, and Cannes will be really sad without Oscar. :(

The mood just got sooo bad and no one could do any work and didn't feel like going home. It was like a sad box playing sad music and we were all stuck in the same note. Sighhh.....

Hmm... Dinner with S after piano. Some people love cheese. Love them enough to pour out half a container and making sure every pasta piece was fully coated in cheese. Damn... fat fat fat cheeeeese... Haha.. So funny. I think Banana Dessert Pizza is like a PastaMania staple for me. Omg it rocks to the core. I'm gonna get everyone addicted. ^_^

Too early to go home so we walked to Suntec. Passed the Padang and ended up sitting at the entrance of the court. Omgg good good view. We saw aeroplanes blinking from afar, tall lighted buildings and the big dark sky. All we needed were fireworks. Haha.. Topic of discussion is a secret. So now S, Mun, Marc and BFF have something in common. Whoops. Hahaha.... Hair talk, Doha talk, law talk, and giggly talk. Why do I make people giggle?

Someone's car is horning. Must be my uncle. Alrighty, I'm going for my korean dinner at Airport T2. Whooopeeee... See you sexy peeps. ;)

PS: Emmy's Jurlique facial sounds fun. I also wantttt.. And when are we going waxing BFF?

Pretty background lights at Iguana! :)

I love Iguana

2009-03-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Okay so I went out with Mun yesterday. I slept at 4am the night before and woke up at 1.30pm.. Oh my lord!!! This is like, record-breaking. 1.30pm, BAD CHOICE. I slept through almost half the day?! Noo nooo nooo... it shall not happen again. Snoozing is evil.

So I somehow forgot to eat lunch, and was walking around town with a growling tong-tong stomach. Well, Old Chang Kee to the rescue right? So I grabbed a few stuff and ate while we walked to Clarke Quay.

When we reached Cafe Iguana..........................

Me: Omgggg.. I'm so sleepy.. *yawn...*
Mun: No no! Don't sleep!! Wake up wake up!!
Me: But I'm really very sleepy. So heavy and full.... *yawn....*

Mun: I TOLD YOU!! IT'S THE OLD CHANG KEE!! It makes people sleepy!!
Me: ???? *yawn.....*

And then, I remembered Mun telling me the other time about her, Old Chang Kee, and feeling sleepy. *gasps*

Mun: See I told you.. You don't believe me. Go test on your colleagues. Buy all of them Old Chang Kee and see them get drowsy.
Me: ?!

Does anyone have a similar experience??? So freaky.

I wish I hadn't felt all drowsy and sleepy coz I could've enjoyed my mexican dinner to the max. The grilled prawns were kickass, the cheese thingy Mun ordered was kickass too, and the nachos were greattt. Arrrrghhh.... Damn. Can we go back Mun? Hahahaha...

PS: Tall tanned men are sooooooo sexy.

2009-03-07T01:43:00.005+08:00

ALoHa!

Feeling shopping-y today, so met Lava in town after piano.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee.......... Bought 3 dresses and I finally got a watch. It's about time to get one. Hahaha.. Lots of my stuff are pink and I just realised while we were at Burger King just now. Omg that's quite gross. So much pink stuff.

Meeting Mun tomorrow. Not sure what we're doing. But we'll find something to do and somewhere to go. Hahha...

My Granny Dress. Hahahha....

why are days so long and ends so short?

2009-03-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Saturday has ended.

OMGGG why are the days moving on so quickly? Yesterday I was looking forward to today, and today I'm not looking forward to tomorrow because tomorrow I would be dreading the day after. Aish......

It'll be a home day tomorrow. Coz I have my Special Report article to complete and I HOPE I can complete the "Clients" section of our website. Looking good so far. Why do I and Emily have to be website people? Coz nobody else will. Hahahaha... Gambatte ne Emily-san!!!

Went to Max Brenner just now. Again. Passed the newsletter samples to Mr Koh, hoping he'll let us distribute. By the way, Max Brenner's fondue rocks. Woo hoo hoo!! Strawberries and chocolate dipping are awesome shit.

So Friday was pretty horrible in the afternoon. Went for a meeting with 211 Roof Terrace. Took Bus 5 to town and got down at Far East. Looked at the bus map and realized there were no buses that goes to Holland V. So Miss No-Direction queued the long queue for a cab, got a cab, and zoomed off to Holland V. Then, the usual cab nauseousness got to me. I felt restless and tired and pukey. And my head was spinning in circles. Thank god I somehow survived my meeting with 211. Walked out of Holland Road Shopping Centre in a daze. Took a bus to Plaza Sing, got down the bus and looked around, stared at the sky, looked around some more, and cursed my head. 2 1/2 hours more to piano class. Desperately looked around for a place to rest my head and sleep. I was so desperate that I ended up at the movie ticketing booth and wanted to buy a ticket so I could sleep in the theatre. Got turned off by noisy children. Went up and down the escalator a few times, ended up at Gelare. Sat on their massively comfortable chair and realized my headache was dissipating. So I ordered a Frutti Tutti waffle ice-cream.

Headache was gone.. .. ...... . . ...... . ..

Met up with Jackies after piano and had dinner at 99cents sushi place. Well THEY had dinner. I felt full from god-knows-what. Went to Timbre @ Old School afterwards. It was nice up until the band started playing. Music was unhappening and put me to sleep. Felt drowsy and sleepy from fruit-punch-with-a-fancy-name-like-Shirley-Temple. Then we went to pick up Laurence and went to Mount Faber. Nice view on the way up. But we sat in front of a bunch of trees. Hahahha... Laurence brought leftover pizza from work. Yummmy... Gobbled up 3 slices. Only. -_^

Me and Fanfan. Note his unchanged face after 3 years. Hahahaa...

Dempsey

2009-02-24T00:57:00.005+08:00

ALoHa!!

Dinner with Lava, Joanna and Myron at Jumbo Seafood at Dempsey. It was my first time to Dempsey. Hahahahaha... Laugh lah. Laugh.

Dinner was awesome. Cereal prawns were a killer! And so were the baby kailans and humongous chilli crab. We looked like big babies with our bibs on, hahaaha.. But what the hell.... Oh tummy yummy.... o(^_^)o

People next door were drunk and noisy. I think Harry's was next door? It sounded like someone was getting abused, raped, and tickled. And it didn't help that the ah-pek behind our table was cackling at the top of his lungs. Haha.. But who gives a damn. We had our delicious spread to give a damn about. I want some more crabs! I wish we had one each! Oooh la la!

Went to Ben and Jerry's after that. That was when all the jokes escalated into god-knows-what and we started laughing over different unhumorous things. The butt of the jokes was you-know-who. HAHAHAHA.. I never say hor... OMM...... *rofl*

I wish there was a live band. I love live bands.

I need to sleep now. Omg lots of planning to do tomorrow for the newsletter. It just got more complicated. Oh no... And I need to deliver.

Contemporary

2009-02-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

ALoHa!

Tempei Nakamura is awesomeness.

Value of life

2009-02-13T16:04:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wondered how life is so fragile?

A one-minute call was all it took to change my life
And really see that the piece of my life I've always ignored
but have always had, was so dear to me.
Then I realize how your existence changed my life.
In what I thought were the smallest ways
Only now realized was the other way.

It was time for you to go,
Though it was too sudden.
May you rest in peace.

:)

sickening

2009-02-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

MY OFFICE COMPUTER DIED. And so did 2 others.

My last back-up was last week on the 30th of Jan. Which means, all that I've done this week, is freaking gone. Farkkkkkk..

All my articles, research, my edited e-book, gone gone gone.. Kaput kaput kaput. Screw you whoever is spreading this deadly luck around.

DAMMIT.

Data recovery people, help.

Whaaat

2009-01-27T10:52:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

Sentosa on CNY is a beach (pun intended).

Seriously.

I felt like I was in a massively vomittingly overpopulated island. People were everywhere. On the sand, on the rocks, in the sea, on the bridge, on the trees, EVERYWHERE. Oh my gawd! We finally seeked refuge in Cafe Del Mar. And guess what? They decided to "tumpang" the Cafe Del Mar music and set up their own dance floor outside the entrance!! Oh my gawd!!! How like that!!

I shall do something less adventurous today and go watch Inkheart.

Thanks Trevor for the ride! :D

Yayyyy... New phone tomorrow.. YAYYY....!! No prizes for guessing what color. ^_^

Freaky Friday

2009-01-16T23:02:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!

The day started out good until the last minute S.O.P came. The footers were all wrong, The content kept moving around. And everything was soooo last minute. And I kept re-printing shit. Now I know how my dear hypertensioned colleague felt under the disastrous stress of my not-so-dear boss. Bloody hell. I only got to leave office at 7.45pm, much to the dismay of my poor aunt who had been waiting for me since 5.30pm.. And it didn't get any better when my bout of cab-sickness got to me halfway through in the cab. OMGGG I felt so nauseous. My head was spinning and my lunch was halfway up my throat. Ohhhhhhh.......

Even the pizza that was staring at me on our table at Pizza Hut (which I would normally gorge on) didn't interest me. So I just went with soup. Tomato something something. It was so tomato-ey, hot and so good. It woke me up from my half-drunken state. My aunt shoved everything in the menu into my face "Want? Want? You like one... Want?" But I was still not feeling the appetite. Damnnn...

So I was feeling better after the soup, and we walked around and decided to buy stuff at Watsons. She bought some Phyto hairloss thingy and I finally got my hair rollers!! I watched that eco-friendly paperbag hair tutorial but it seemed so troublesome having to re-buy paperbags all the time. :S So I got hair rollers instead. I tried them on when I got home. I think I look like my mum with rollers in my hair. Kind of retro-ish. Hahahaha...

Yesterday was good. Went to watch Victor Khor's piano recital with Mun. Performance was ok ok. But it made me feel refreshed when I stepped out of the recital hall. It's that same feeling you get with other acoustic performances. It's not a high, but a kind of fulfilment.

I'm hungry now. And my brother has finished up the leftover pizza I brought home. Sigh...

Homely New Year's

2008-12-31T21:36:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

To all my homely people, Happy New Year!!! To all those celebrating out there, I therefore proclaim you all cooler than me!! Hahahaha...

2009 seems to have come to us at a crazy speed. I'm still thinking we're just into the new millenium. BUT, the new millenium (2000) was like, NINE years ago. Holy crapp..... I mean, really????

I'm getting a new phone soon and I'm excited. My W910i is dying. It gets hot, it gets sleepy, it gets self-frozen. I thought it was just me. But a friend with a similar model is apparently facing the same problem. It's just seeping at her at a slower rate. Hahahaha...

I promised a picture every entry.

But this time, I'm gonna include a video instead. Usually I'd include poetry or something along the line, but I don't feel verbally poetic tonight. Instead, I'll play.
P.S: I've never been dilligent with editing videos, so perfection is out of question. LOL..

lazy week

2008-12-30T10:37:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!!

The office is cold, everyone's feeling lazy, and I'm feeling unmotivated for anything. Even my strawberry tea is not exciting me like always. SIGHHHHHH...

Is this working life? Really?

And to think studying wasn't even that hard.

The January issue of Optimum is almost out. I'm excited to see my work. Ooooh... There are lesser stacks this time and I have a more pinpoint plan of the distribution works so I think it'll be slightly less stressful than the previous one. Come to think of it, there's still about 1800 pieces of the previous issue staring back at me from the floor. Oh my goodness.

I wanna go shopping, I wanna feel excited, I wanna feel like I'm looking forward to something everyday. I wanna feel that ZEST. That GUSTO.

Mosaic Music Festival... I wanna go see Brian McKnight.

The new guy just stepped into the office and is sitting beside me while waiting for his interview. I hope he gets hired. I hope he sits beside me permanently. So it fills up this big, cold gap that's been beside me since Day 1. I like having people around me. I like warmth.

Oww... My shoulder hurts.

Where I'm going next year.

Penniless long weekend

2008-12-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

The long awaited weekend..........

is....................... ENDING.

It came and went in a breeze. Damn that sucks.

Home got boring after a while, so I went out and bought new shoes!!! This time it's a peep-toe. I'm so sick of killing my shoes' fronts whenever I go to work. The front part always gets damaged. Damn those pavements. Maybe peep-toes will help.

I saw so many nice clothes. And I saw those jumper shorts suit I've always wanted to get. :(

Money come come.... :(

So, on a lighter note, I realized that most of my posts are picture-less. Hahahaha. I have officially decided that every entry from now on shall have A picture at least. Make it more dynamic looking. So for picture contributions, please look for me! HAHAHA..

OMGGG!! I'm so not looking forward to Monday! Aaaaaaaah!!!!!!!! !$#!%^&! *pulls hair*

I don't suppose anyone has seen my new nephew. He looked so similiar to Fanfan when he was fresh from the tummy. But now, his features are proving otherwise. Bigger eyes and a more buttoned nose. And, a broader forehead? Lol.. Welcome Baby Ilham!

And yes, welcome my new shoes too. It's fun being just a little tall. Hahahahaha..

cosmetics heaven

2008-12-21T20:33:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Well first of all, to all you girlish whores, GO TO SEPHORA!! Omggg...!! So much stuff I wanna get, I'll be mentally broke before you know it. I was oogling in Sephora back in Oklahoma and now it's finally here in Singapore. It's a shopping haven for cosmetics & toiletries freaks like me. Ooooh hoooo hooooo!!!!

So the boat party was fun. Didn't have enough time to get ready coz I went on the speed boat twice. LOL.. Omg it was so happening. Emily's head towel is the best. Hahahahaha.... Oops. Speed boat rides are fun fun fun!! It's like a roller coaster without the belt. And definitely not for the motion sickness-prone.

Besides the usual yak yak yak, we all had so much fun. Thank you Thomas for the food!!!! A couple of us were just secretly hovering over the table and grabbing food little by little. We can't be too obvious you see... LOL..

The boat was actually bigger than it looked. You walk in and you see the big living room and kitchen, and then u walk down and you see all these rooms!!! 4 bedrooms, 1 changing room, and 2 toilets. And damn clean!! Well not afterwards.

Thank you Obachan and Mun for coming over!!! ;);) and excuse all that who-the-fuck-locked-my-room drama. Ooops.. Hahahhaa..

PS: I wish the boat would actually sail.

Today's Sunday. OMG work tomorrow?!!?!?! Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

bowt

2008-12-15T20:40:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

I'll be at One15 Marina tomorrow till Wednesday. Boat party boat party!!! I really hate these high society parties or whatever you call it. All fake smiles and namecards and hooha.. BUT, the real party (or at least the one I favour) starts 9pm coz that's when Mun and Obachan are cominggggg! Yayyy.... All starry-eyed and fake lashes and pouty lips. *rofl*... The 6pm party is the corporate party where it's really all about putting on our business faces.

In the afternoon, me and colleagues will probably end up at the pool or pigging out watching DVDs. The Unhealthy Lifestyle. Eeeks... Maybe Wija can teach us some body combat after all our fatting. Hahahahhaa..

NOT looking forward to the morning. Presentation. I hateee presentations.

On a last note, omg I can't believe funny specs guy is coming. Eew. Emily must be thrilled. :D

Oh wait, on a last last note, I think someone said we have an overshot of guests?? Oh dear... I hope the boat doesn't go all Titanic on us. My imagination may be going a little wild, but I have thoughts of the boat rocking to and fro with the waves swishing and everyone's toppling all over the deck. ROFL. How unglam.

New nephew

2008-12-09T17:17:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!!

So I've been doing this lingerie research write-up the whole day. And I LOVE IT. Hahahha... Maybe I should go be a researcher. I've done 2 research write-ups now and I'm actually enjoying it. You'll be surprised at how much you don't know about the industry you're writing on.

So anyways, LV called me for a free movie!! Some teen flick. Hahahaha.. I still have my GV free passes so if the movie turns out crappy, we can always catch another one. Nothing beats free movies. It thrills me. Hahaha.. Although I think I look like an aunty today, but nvm.. Dark dark nobody see.

Watching Yes Man with my colleagues. OMG it'll be our first outing together. Yaaayy... Bye bye gym, bye bye leaving-office-at-8pm, HELLO movie!!!! Emily wants us to laugh loud loud. Oh yes I will. *rofl*

Went out with Mun on ..... (was it Saturday? Sunday?) for the Chunky Fest or whatever-they-call-it. It was all muddy and eellkkk.. Ended up just walking and passing time. Went to Esprit to exchange my bag, bought my brother his Havaianas. Mun and her cutesy dutesy Castro bear. Buy buy!! Sat and chatted for the longest time at Starbucks (despite the overly rowdy bunch of minah baristas). I LOVE YOU MUN!!! I don't think anyone has seen me as girlish as you've seen me. Hahahaha... I know I can depend on you and you know the same. :D

ANYWAYS, I straightened my hair again.. Hahahahaha... So nice and unmessy. It costs me half a bomb, but it's ok to bomb on my hair every once in a while.

My mind feels so brassiere-d.

Sigh.............. I miss OCU.

PS: My new nephew is so cuuuute!!!!! And Fanfan we still love you! No cry no cry!

Waaan... Tooo... Tweee...

2008-11-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

New Fanfan video for you guys! Pinch him yourselves. Hahahahaha...

gasps

2008-11-29T12:28:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

So I got a thrashing from boss at 4pm yesterday. LOL... And now I have to do a 600-word research write-up for a client. *sigh*..... So obviously I have to finish it over the weekend coz it has to be in by Monday.

But I was looking forward to a fun evening so who cares what happened in the day. Hahahhaa.. We watched Quarantine which was pretty shocking at some parts, but as with most horror flicks, the ending sucked. Oh and I saw the trailer for Benjamin Button. Ooooooohh... it looks very interesting. And there's Brad Pitt! :D

PS: It has been a long time since I wanted to squish someone's face. HAHAAHHA..

Departure

2008-11-20T17:13:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

It's a sad day.

My colleague is leaving the company. Sighhhh....

And I suddenly realized I have tons of things to do. 4 more articles, ad spaces, classifieds section, and Q&A. And omggg my budget submission and Key Performance Indicators. *spins*

Seminar tomorrow and I've to do an event coverage.

But dinner with aunt after that! Yaaaay..... At least I get to eat good food.

PS: I'm looking forward to a fun weekend! Meeting Lava on Saturday and Jackies ktv on Sunday. Please do not cancel.... LOL..

Getting a hang of it

2008-11-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

So I'm now 1 month and 4 days old at work. Hahaha.. Now why does it feel like I've worked much longer than that?

Work is fine, colleagues are great, and overall experience has been refreshing. My workload is pretty overwhelming, hahahaha... but I'm not complaining. Everyone in my little office is working hard and helping each other out whenever possible. If anything else, I think colleagues play a huge role in your work environment and your progress at work. I don't know about others but when I see people around me working hard and taking a little time off to help me out, I feel motivated.

I had a meeting with Kim Robinson today, together with my boss. He looked really tired and jet-lagged. Poor guy.. But still really pleasant and and sweet nonetheless. I think we have another meeting after Chinese New Year. Can't wait to work with him! Maybe I can get an expensive fancy haircut. LOLL... $1000+ for his haircut ok.. Don't play play... But I kinda like this guy. He seems really genuine about what he does. It's not just cut cut cut and pay pay pay. It's more like making the whole experience sexy and feminine and making women feel good about themselves. It's almost like he was a woman in his past life and understands how we feel. Hahaha.. I'll be writing KR+'s vision and mission statement. I don't wanna screw this one up, so I'm gonna squeeze myself dry for this one.

I don't know why but I'm always still hungry after lunch. Even Wija knows to go to the donut shop afterwards so I can buy my daily dose of 2 donuts. And 2 fruit tarts. Eeeks. And I have a drawer full of snacks. Double eeeks.. MK is bringing muruku to work tomorrow, LOLLL.. omg I'm so gonna pig out in office. And forget all about work and get a scolding at Wednesday's meeting. Hahahahha...

I'm so lazy to shower. Everytime I get back from work I just feel like sitting on the floor and just not move and feel the coldness of the tiles seeping up my butt.

It's a nice feeling.

pryyyydayyy

2008-11-07T09:21:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

Fridays never felt this good.

Lose Weight

2008-11-04T00:03:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Courtesy of my colleague, Wija, who lost 33kg in 6 months. I can't post the pictures here, but it's a hugeeee difference. So here goes...

HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT IN 6 MONTHS:

1. No rice, no potatoes, basically NO CARBS.
2. YES MEAT, VEGETABLES, & MILK
3. 45 mins of treadmill everyday (how he does this, I do not know.. lol)

And yes these were all he did for 6 months. Carbs are the culprit. And we all thought it was meat.

Spending

2008-11-02T10:25:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!!

I wanted to blog so bad, but I keep forgetting and when I DO remember, I've forgotten what I was gonna blog about. -_-

THURSDAY: It was a Jackies reunion with a semi-zonked out me. I was just blank. LOLLL.. I swear they think this fellow Jackie is extra-terrestial. Sigh... Salmon-whatever dish at Ikea was nice!! The fish smell was slightly off-likes for me, but it was a good combination. Coz there were potatoes!!!!!!!!!!! Oh dear, I love potatoesss...

FRIDAY: I had no idea it was Halloween until someone texted me about going to Zouk's Halloween Party. And I was like "It's Halloween?! Oh." Hahahahha.. Sorry Zheng!! Had prior plans anyway, was meeting Lava and Myron for mousakka. OMG Lava's mousakka's nick had 20 replies. ^_^

So anyways, mousakka was good!! It just reminded me how much I LOVEE mediterranean cuisine. But I thought that bread dish with the different dipping sauces was actually nicer. Haha... Absolutely yummylicious! I miss the food in Turkey. Sigh...

Oh, we decided to have dessert a few shops down the road and guess what? We paid $27 (no no, LAVA paid $27) for crap shit!! Spoilt pear, air-freshener, and super diabetically sinful creme brulee? ROFL....

And we're liars.

Waiter: *excitedly* So how is your dessert!
Me: *looks down at fingernails*
Myron: *looks at Lava*
Lava: *eyes big big*.. Oh. It's goooooooooood.
Waiter: *excitedly* OH THANK YOU!!
Me and Myron: 0_0

And when he left, we all burst out in chuckles. I mean, how can u tell the waiter that his desserts suck in-his-face? Lol.. Oh well.. Nevermind. So we decided to go look for another dessert place!

And then and then! I don't know how in the hell, but we ended up at the airport and threatening ourselves with plane tickets and disappearing altogether. Lol... And we got lost at the airport!! Who doesn't get lost with a directionless airhead like me? -_-'''.... It's an energy that I somehow pass on. We ate ice-cream at Swensen's, which was terribly terribly crowded. At 11pm at that! And they have funny waitresses. One with her pants halfway down her butt and we could see her butt crack's silhoutte beneath her tshirt. And another waitress who walked around the whole restaurant 3 times with 3 glasses of water on her tray. And finally noticing our drinkless table and realizing that the water was for us. LOLL... Poor waitress!

SATURDAY: Called Lava out at the last minute after piano and went shopping!!!!!!!!!!! Bought MORE cosmetics since my last purchase last week. LOLL.. My cosmetics fetish. And I have my eye on some colors I saw which I shall buy. Soon!!

And today: LOVE THE WEATHER. SLEEP.

PS: Sigh... Wenjun went for Lee Hom's concert.

b.a.l.d

2008-10-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!!

I bought a hair tonic.

Coz I think I'm balding. Or losing hair.

SIGHHH....

Yuck

2008-10-22T00:17:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

We drank something really nasty in the office today. And really smelly too. It was Wija's idea for everyone to try a flavour each. BAD baaad idea. I can't believe people actually drink those stuff. Smells like grass and tastes like chalk. I got the least lethal concoction out of the 4 of us. But only coz mine was.. TASTELESS. Hahahhha...!

Boss wasn't around so we were just having some fun. LOL...

My body is aching.. *sigh*

Pictures from Ricky's birthday at the new Partyworld at Liang Court which looks like a freaking casino. LOLLL..

plop

2008-10-18T21:57:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

Omg... I'm exhausted. A full 3-day event is really no joke.

LOL...

But it's been fun helping each other out and making friends along the way and free food!!! It helps having Pastamania as a client coz we never get hungry. If we're STILL hungry, there's always Waraku at the next booth. And Snackz It behind us. Hahahhaha.... We all got dizzy and tired and just bored at times but there's always people to crap with! Lol... It's been a really nice 3-day event and I doubt anyone in my company is gonna be reading this coz they all don't know my blog, but thanks Emily, Wija, Cecille, Wija's baby brother Arvy and cousin Angela, for tiring but really fun times!!! LOLL....

NOT looking forward to next week, probably a meeting for review of the event and calculating results and leads and all that, and the Optimum gazette!!! OMGGG I know I'm gonna bleed an ear or two.

Sigh.. I'm gonna miss all the filthy rich men at FLAsia 2008. And I'm talking really damn filthy disgustingly rich. Ugh.

faint

2008-10-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Thank you all you people you all yes you for asking me how my first day of work went. I'm just about thinking in bends now. *dizzy*

The journey to and fro killed me more than the work itself.

I should figure out a quicker and more convenient way to travel to work.

One thing I can look forward to is decorating my office space!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shall have a fat candy jar. And fill it with candies and cookies and gummies. The previous guy that was there was a pretty messy person but I managed to clean out his stuff. And he seemed to be a big fan of health supplements. Very Marc-y. Hahahahaha...

I love my Mondays and Tuesdays.. Coz I can watch East of Eden when I come back from work. I'm so dangerously addicted to this korean drama. It's so happening. Song Seung Hun is so hottt. And there's Lee Da Hae too. That actress from My Girl.

Spare me. Besides meeting my cool friends for dinner, it's the only next best thing.

I'm exited (exited? excited.) to finally be in this whole working world but at the same time worry I might not meet my own expectations or the boss's. Hahahhaa... But I shouldn't be worrying about these stuff and start thinking about making things work instead.

Fighting!!!!!

what title

2008-10-09T00:44:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

Went shopping with Mun and Liza today.. I bought work clothes!! So now I have 7 tops, 2 skirts, 1 pants and 2 dresses for work.. ROFL..

It seems I'll be starting work earlier than expected. As of Monday, I'll be waking up at 6.30am everyday and squeezing with the cool work-crowd. I'm gonna miss home. And home is gonna miss me. Sigh.. And I'm laughing at the thought of this, but Fanfan will have no more playmate. He's gonna knock at my door like he does every morning and receive no greeting. Hahahahaha.... Aww....

KTV party for Ricky's birthday this Sunday.. OMG I think it'll be fun!!! Hahahaaha.. Terence I hope your sore throat is gone. Why always sore throat... Why always fever... *kick*

And obachan, please don't forget our hair appointment this Sunday too!

HUNGRY HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another month of another year

2008-10-02T14:36:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

So yesterday marked the end of the fasting month and the start of Hari Raya. Lol! The first day is always tiring. Visits to numerous houses and such. Well it all comes down to good things in the end! Hahahaha.. The last time for me to actually count the money I'm getting. Coz next year I'll be counting the money I'm giving. Sigh.

Went KTV with Jackies on the eve. So funny.. LOLLL... I don't remember what happened but I remember laughing a lot. ^_^

Can't wait to meet up with Mun next week. Starbucks, shopping for my work clothes and such. So much to buy and so much time with not so much money! Haha!! And Mun, can we go to Burger King somewhere in between Starbucks and shopping? They have a new Mushroom Swiss. OMGGG!!!!! When was the last time I actually feast on those??? Yummmyyyyy.... :p

Raya pics are on my Facebook. I'm so lazy to upload chunks of pics here coz it's slow and no-go. Poooooh!

JOBBBBB

2008-09-26T20:53:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

I got a job!! Sub-Editor and-occasionally-marketing for Astreem Corporation. OMGGG it feels like I can finally breathe and not wake up every morning in my half-asleep state and surf through 5 job portals.

My company does franchising for various lifestyle brands and we have a little gazette which will be out in October. I only have one article for the October issue coz I just got in and that was all I could manage, they're already in the process of printing it.

I start work on the 14th of October. So till then, feel free to ask me out!!! Hahahahaha...

Bye bye! I'm a happy swan!!! ;)

PS: And thanks to you-know-who-you-people-are for being understanding and not being an ass about me being jobless. :)

TOKIO

2008-09-14T01:24:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Ok some people might be with me on this, but I think men in music bands are so sexy.. Not boyband-band, but play intruments-band. Maybe coz I feel that men who can play music has that passion and discipline thing about them. Ok don't go all question mark-y... I don't know either. But they give that kind of vibe you know?

I'm in love with this. And no I do not know what the WHOLE song means. Hahahaha.. But music is just music. Just listen. If you want to understand words, go read a book.

crack

2008-09-12T01:02:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Got tagged by Prissy. LOLL.. I'm such a sucker for these tag stuff.. I just HAVE to do it. Hahaha..

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. The age you will be on your next birthday

2. A place you will like to travel to (a map of Japan came out. How uninteresting)

3. Your favorite place

4. Your favorite food (picture perfect!! OMGGG)

5. Your favorite pet

6. Your favorite color combinations

7. Your favorite piece of clothing

8. Your all time favorite song (by far the coolest image I got here. try google "too many")

9. Your favorite all time show

10. First name of significant other/crush (ans: Why do you want to know? lol...)

11. The town which you live

12. Your screen name/nickname

13. Your first job

14. Your dream job

15. A bad habit you have

16. Your worst fear (ans: Loneliness)

17. The one thing you want to do before you die (ans: travel the world)

just when you thought YOUR life was sad

2008-09-07T02:47:00.003+08:00

One of those little informational documentary videos I surfed upon in youtube.

I feel so sad for the poor guy...................................

dummy

2008-09-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

I swear no one in this entire universe is as silly as me when it comes to roads.

I had an interview this morning at Amoy Street and I kind of figured out the roads to walk through to get there from Raffles Place MRT. So I walked and walked. And all these big buildings got me confused and I started walking in circles! So in the middle of nowhere, I took a cab and it costs me a few small walkable turns and $4.10.. Goodness gracious me. -_-'''

So interview da da da, and then of course I had to walk back to Raffles Place MRT right? Ok fine, so I walked. And walked. AND walked. AND................................................. I reached Tanjong Pagar MRT!!!!! How in the world.... ?!?!

*sigh*

That was quite possibly the dumbest shit ever. Baka.

out and about with Lisa!

2008-08-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Finally met up with Lisa after her long hiatus. Lol.. Talked about old days in the French Club and learned some hmm.... strange-sounding Dutch words. Lunch at Sakae Sushi, OMG so funny. Did some ad-libs for the couple nearby. Young waiter and old lady. And when his actions fitted exactly the way we ad-libbed, omg I burst into laughter and quickly stuffed sushi into my mouth. We were hilariousssssssss.......!!

Went Toys R Us and looked at magic cubes. Lisa wanted to be extra adventurous and buy the 5x5 cube. LOLLL.. And apparently they have solutions to solve the cube on youtube. You start with the center square, then work to a T. And then supposedly it gets easier from there.

Then off to Takashimaya to help her get some souvenirs for her 14 friends, neighbours included. LOLL..

Did plenty of walking. I love walking. So I always ask the people I'm with, "Do you mind walking?" so they don't complain halfway. Went to Chinatown to look at quirky stuff and gossip about the sexy auntie at the coffeeshop using her so-called sex appeal to attract ah-peks. Hahahahaha.. Omg so funny..

Went to Gelare. IT'S TUESDAY!! 50% off all waffles! Yummyyyy.... Had some boo boo with the orders and short of 2 scoops of ice-cream, but nvm. Life's too short to get pissed off. Watched an acoustic performance at Esplanade. I finally found my music/arts performances kaki! Percussionist's left hand was a bit off-key but overall performance was pleasant. If only the girl in front of me stopped moving her head left and right. *smack*

And highlight of the night, Lisa bought me a voodoo doll. LOLLLL... I'mma poke all you evillll peoplllle....

Someone's a year older today.
Happy Birthday Jennifer!!!!

dentally traumatized

2008-08-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

I went to the dentist today. I'm so sissy when it comes to dentists. OMGGG...

The waiting was only 15 minutes but it was quite probably the most traumatizing 15 minutes of my life. Grrrr....Brrrrrr......... Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... Kkkkkkkkk....Bzzzz... OMG the moment the dentist started drilling someone's mouth I felt like pissing in my pants. And it doesn't help when someone beside you (like my mum) start making funny faces and pretending to drill your cheek. It was like dental hell. My bloody cavity. I had to have you fixed coz you were affecting my poor gluttoned self.

And I think I finally figured out why I'm so scared of dentists. Apart from the gum injection I had when I was 11 at my primary school dentist which sent me running to class in tears, and the horrifying dentist smell...... *gags* ..... well I think I'm just psycho. Maybe it was a movie I watched when I was younger, but everytime I open my mouth and the dentist begins inserting weird tools and building an oral construction site, I always have these thoughts like the drill might slip off his hands and accidentally drill my tongue or drill a hole through my cheek or falling into my throat and start drilling my guts out. Omg just typing it makes me smell the dentist all over again in shiver..

AND I have piano exam tomorrow morning at 9.

What can I say, it's been a nervous week.

sigh

2008-08-08T01:32:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!!

Omg my life is so boring.. I want a job so I can be busy and complain about being too busy. Sighhhh...... So I can discuss pays with my friends and gush about what to buy when our pays come in. My comfort at home has reached its maximum.. I've gotten sick of comfort. My head has spun into dizziness from resting too much.

One useful thing I've done all this while, is I've learned yoga through youtube. LOLL.. I've become calcium-conscious and worry about my bones rusting and cracking. I even drink milk every night before I sleep. I'm old. If I don't start soon, it'll be in no time you'll see me greeting you in a 90-degree angle and not being able to get back up. And besides, yoga isn't too hard once you've gotten a hang of the stretches. And being a not very exercise-y person, I do yoga and watch CSI-reruns simultaneously to prevent extreme boredom.

OH.. and congratulations to dear Ling Ling on her first baby!!! It's a dude!! First baby in our gang. When we have kids, we should have kids' hangouts. They'll make a crazy bunch like us. ;)

Hehe! So cute!!!!!!

2004

2005

2008

Other photos and neoprints from waaay back in 2002 are excused due to extreme results of embarassment and I do not want to be sued for defamation of appearance...

Here's to insanity

2008-07-31T18:42:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!

I can smell it from my room!! My mum is cooking up a storm of good food in the kitchen!! I can smell the aroma of my mum's cooking!! Mmmmmmm....... .. . . ..... We're having a big fat feast. Eat today, worry tomorrow. A family policy. LOLL..

The black clouds are dispersing. Or so I think. Aaaah... Good food does wonders for the mind.. Mmmm...

I have a Copywriter interview tomorrow. Not sure where it is so I'm just gonna grab a cab from the nearest train station. Lol.. I'm sick of interviews. How about actually HIRING me? Hahahaha...

Thanks for the good wishes honeys! Yeah yeah, old fart. . .. .I know..

sigh

2008-07-30T16:53:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

What could be worse than missing a chance for an all-expenses paid trip to the MTV Asia Awards?

A VIP pass for 4 friends, limo ride, sponsored wardrobe, red carpet, and post-awards party, ALL DOWN THE DRAIN..

I have a shitload of black clouds above me. :(

xoxo

2008-07-27T15:39:00.005+08:00

ALoHa!!

So I was soo close to going to the MTV Asia Awards with an all-expenses paid ticket and then I realized I had a close cousin's wedding on that day. Sorry Mun...... :(:(:(:(
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I've been burying my head in my pillow and moaning about it for 2 nightsss already.

And I'm not even going to Singfest. Great.

So anyways I've been watching Gossip Girl. Excuse my fangirlish-ness for a second, but Chuck is sooooo sexy. LOLLLL. xoxo.. I hated him but he grew on me.

Do these elite upper-enders really exist for the sole purpose of the human population fill? And they actually buy their way out of trouble?? Seriously. Sex, trouble, drugs. And they're 17???? Hardly normal. Lol.. Well at least we're glad they're the minority. Good to know the majority are still normal. Almost normal.

I still haven't found a purple dress to wear for my cousin's wedding so it looks like I'll be in one suit the whole day. I hope it'll be a breezy day. The sun can come back next week.

On a down note, I've never felt so incredibly lousy and penniless as I do right now. *sighhhh*

On an up note, I think I might be getting closer to getting jobbed soon. Well, hopefully.

PS: Looks like the household isn't gonna get quieter anytime soon. Another nephew on the way. I smell punches and sword-fights already.

2.39am

2008-07-23T02:38:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

Was reading something, which appalled me. Despite my half-closed lids, I have to write about this.

Why do some people try to be so idealistic? If you look at yourself from another's view, you have sinned with your mouth just as much anyone else. You bad-mouth just like us, you bitch just like us, and in fact you're often the first to pass a judgement on someone. LOL..

I think you just need some space to grow your mind. Just like me, and just like all of us.

We're all humans, not immortals.

beautiful

2008-07-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

One of the nicest RnB voices to me. (^_^)

buffets and birthdays

2008-07-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Went to Sakura International Buffet for my dad's birthday. 10 of us on one loooong table. What a family treat! Hahaha.. The moment I got home and into my room, my nice-smelling room, suddenly I smelled prawns...... and I realized it's me. I must've been too choked up on the food to realize I actually smelled like prawns.

What, I only ate 13 prawns.

Sooooooooo.......... Happy Birthday Daddy! You're not reading this and you're never gonna read this coz I'm never ever gonna give you my blog add, but HAPPY 60TH BIRTHDAY!! Now stop telling me I'm old, YOU'RE old! Wahahahahaha!!! I can make fun of my daddy on my blog coz he'll never read it! Neh neh neh neh neh.......

I want to shower now but it's a long queue. I'm 4th in line. *sigh*... And my brother takes 30 minutes to shower so make it 90 minutes for 3 brothers. *double sigh*

Okie dokie I'm gonna play Scramble. So addictive.. You people with Facebook, come play Scramble with me!! And I'm STILL trying to beat Gene. No luck yet. *sigh*

I'll marry you.

2008-07-16T18:45:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

So Robin and Fenny tied the knot. After a not-so-whirlwind-courtship of 2 years. Haha... They looked so cute!!!! And the groom's speech was so funny. He was babbling nervously and went like "... and I will love you forever... as much as I love you now.. and... thanks to our parents for bringing us up until er... so big.. " We all went like 0_o?? LOLLLL... Omg our dear Scorpion King. be thankful we made you Scorpion King in class coz your little topless stint was what got you your fame throughout NYP's MIT ok!!! Heh heh heh...

Anyways, it was a nice gathering of classmates. Faces that we see frequently but never ever got sick of :P, and those we don't see frequently. Hahahaha.. Oh and Marina Mandarin has a really really beautifuuuuuuuuuulll interior!! The pianist was at work too! sigh....... Andddd....... Cute guy alert, and Channel 8 actor alert. Lol.. Where did you go cute guy?!! I liked his korean/japanese mid-length hair. But I forgot what he looks like now. LOL..

AND YESSSSSSSSSSS....... I GOT MY GELARE TUTTI FRUITTI WAFFLES!! Omggggg.... 50% off and only $7.50! Cheap and tantalising!!! I want to eat some more.. Next Tuesday.

Hmmm... I'll end the post with a pic of us at the wedding. All pictures with bride/groom were taken by the official cameraman which I'm not sure when we'll be seeing/getting. So I do not have any pics with bride/groom. LOLL... Good right? Pictures at the wedding with no pics of the bride/groom. Hahahhahaa...

Nothing

2008-07-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

So I've been up to nothing this week. LOL..

Went to the zoo for family day this morning. Animals were cute but omg the smell. I came home smelling like poo. OH the smellll.. OHHHH....

Went to Sakae Sushi with Jen on Friday after piano. Yes yes my depressing Fridays. Lol.. But I met up with Jen for dinner so it wasn't depressing at all. Ate so much until we almost vomitted. I was fine after a walk and felt hungry again when I got home. LOL..

And guess who I met on the way home? Evi-obachan!!!! Hahahahaha... She tapped me on my shoulders and I was on my earphones so I thought my shoulder bones were cracking so I scratched them. And it went tok tok tok again. And I thought I'm in serious need of calcium. So I took my earphones off and was about to do some shoulder stretch when I turned and someone just started rattling at me. ......!#$%&%!!^....... LOLLL.. So sorry I really thought it was my shoulders! Aiyaiyaiyai... Gomen ne!!

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I just had a mental block. Nani!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....... . . . .

Ok ok.. It's back.

Next Tuesday will be fun! Lunch at NYP (meaning looking around and complaining about being olddd.. sigh...), then waffles at Gelare OMGGGGG....... Tuesdays 50% off waffles. OMGGGG Gelare's waffles are heaveeeeeennnn!!! The Fruitti Tutti one... holy crap. I shall eat that one.... Waaaaaaaa Tuesday faster come!! And then in the evening off to Robin's wedding at Marina Mandarin. Woo hoo I dunno what to wear. Lol.. Nvm I'll figure something out. I always do.

AND, I miss the movies. Who's free?

Deteriorating

2008-07-05T00:42:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

My piano scales are sooooo bad. I NEED TO PRACTICE. But who in the world likes playing scales?? I don't. Piano class was fun, as usual. Mrs Hong is so funny. "Oh look who's back! You gung-ed the whole world and came back!" So exaggerating. LOL...

Last minute changes. Poor girl you-know-who needs sleep. Working in the production line is draining!!! It's scared me off already.

So met up with secondary school friend instead. Omg she's still the silly girl who laughs at everything I say! Hahahaha... She's somehow tickled by me and everything that comes out of my mouth. Lol.. Okaaaay... I just called Coffee Bean "kacang kopi".

AND, sorry to Evi obachan for skipping out on Zouk's Singles Night. She must be sooo bummed out and preparing to throw daggers through my window. It's scary living near each other. *gasps*....

Ok family updates. My dad bought a new home theatre and it's sooooo cool. We tested it with Il Divo's DVD. Woo hooo goosebumps!! My sister is pregnant, due in November. Omg I hope it's a girl! I could doll her up and she can become my real-life Barbie. But I once washed my Barbie's hair and then attempted to blow-dry it with the hairdryer, which resulted in roasted hair. My Barbie became botak. Ooops. LOL... And my sister also came back from Phuket and bought me a nice bikini!!! Omg it's so pretty!! Oh and Fanfan can speak in little sentences now. So hilarious. I'll video him on Monday.

Bought Chanel's Loose Powder yesterday. My YSL one ran out. Switched back to Chanel coz it's more mattifying. Although the YSL one looks all goldie and glamorous. LOL.. But Chanel's classic black-and-white does it for me. Oh and I got it in the lighter shade this time. The other time I went to Macy's in the U.S and the dumb lady gave me a darker shade which made me look sooo unnecessarily tanned and chao-tah. Which makes me an equally dumb customer coz I listened to the dumb lady. Haha..

Ok I'm off to watch pirated movies now. I'm outs!

Lucky!

2008-06-30T19:25:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Lady Luck has struck me.

The same company called me for the 4th time to schedule for an interview on Thursday. And I can FINALLY make it. The lady on the other line sounded just as glad as I was. Lol..

I'm busy this week. How can a jobless person be busy you ask? Haha... Jackies on TUESDAY, Terence & Ricky & gang on WEDNESDAY, interview on THURSDAY, piano on FRIDAY. And yes Friday after piano I'll be sms-ing "Who's free! Who's free! I'm boreddddddd." Hahahaha. We'll see.

I'm depressed. I want money. Money I can call my own.

not enough.

2008-06-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Ok so I got back from Bangkok and I didn't shop enough.

Then nevermind that.

I left my phone in the hotel room while we went out for breakfast and some last minute shopping, and when I came back, I got a missed call from that same company. Too lazy to explain, but AAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Why so suay!! I called back and no one answered. Probably coz it was a Saturday morning and I only got back to the hotel at 1pm and Saturdays are half-days. I'm so unlucky!!! Nande??? Nande??????????????

SIGHHHHHH.. .. . .. .. . .......... . ..

I wanna kick my butt till it crashes on the ceiling and lands back and crushes me down.

up up and away

2008-06-24T22:55:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

I'll be away again. Bangkok, be back on Saturday.

PS: These holidays are fun but it's screwing up my job interviews BIG TIME. I got a call for an interview last week while I was in Malaysia, and I apologized a hundred times. And then the same company called me again this morning for an interview on Thursday. And I apologized, again, a million times. OMGGGG... I should just go jump off the plane. Such shitty luck. BLOODY STINKY SHITTY LUCK.. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn iittttttttt....... Maybe I'm just fated to be jobless until I grow old. Old and penniless. :(...

hidey ho!

2008-06-21T20:25:00.001+08:00

ALoHa!!

I'm back, and unpacking sucks....

on vacation

2008-06-17T01:37:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

I'll be at KL and Cameron Highlands for a while. Be back on Saturday.

Old Age

2008-06-15T11:56:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

I'm old.

I've eyebags and I'm starting to have wrinkles. Sighh....

But this old lady shall age with grace.

*flips hair*

I'M OLDDDDD.. *drowns wrinkled body in tears* -bloop bloop-

yes you

2008-06-11T19:40:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

I have nothing to blog about.

But for peaceful sleep purposes, I just wanna say that I feel like hanging someone upside down and watch all their thoughts scatter and scram. *clenches fists* RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

Ok.

Now to clear my guilty conscience, I saw 2 boys extorting money from another boy while I was on my way to the MRT station. Everyone who walked past didn't do anything but just turn and look. AND, I'm one of those guilty people. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh...... I feel sooooo badddddd..... :(:(:(..... The poor guy was scurrying to take out $2 notes from his pockets and handing them over to the 2 guys. And they made him clear his bag so they could see if he had more stuff. Punks like these should just be banished to the deepest pit of hell. And people like me who just watched it happen should be thrown into the pit just above.

AND, it didn't help that I was visually molested in the train. I boarded, stood at my usual place, and this guy came over and literally stared at me from toe to top. At first it seemed like he was looking at my shoes so I thought, ok. And then, he started to move his eyes from my shoes, slowly up..... Now YOU tell me that's not freaky. And then, well if I wanted to be funny I'd say he wanted to get closer to smell my shoes, but he started to sit on the floor next to me where I was standing. And if I wanted to be funnier, I'd say he wanted to see my panty coz I was wearing a skirt. But just as he sat, he started to scan me from toe to top again. So after that tormentive visual, I got a seat. So I sat. And this weirdo guy came and sat closer on the floor near to where I was sitting on the double seats. And my womanly common senses told me to put my legs as closely together as possible. Which I did.
AND THEN, ok this is the ultimatum. He started to pour water on the floor and watched it slowwlyy flow to my shoes. . ............ .......... . .. .... .......
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.............................TOTALLY PSYCHOTIC...................................

So anyways, on a lighter note, Julian and Calvin are back in town... Time to entertain the boys. I hope they're still cold from the London weather so I can squish some cool air out of them. *flings hair* LOLLL..

Hmmm... looks like I had something to blog about after all.

Hows and Whys

2008-06-10T18:27:00.005+08:00

ALoHa!

I've been full of questions lately. Questions I wish I have the answers to.

Number 1. How in the world can people live solely by the phrase "Live for today"?? Sure, we're all living for today, today itself. We don't know what the future holds so why bother right? NO. It just appalls me that some people live today for today, instead of living today for tomorrow. What's the purpose of today if it's not for tomorrow?

Number 2. Why do we see other people's situations much clearer than they see theirs? LOLL.. It just makes me laugh and cry. At the same time. Are people really blinded by the things happening around them? Well then I guess that's what friends are for. To eventually tell you, what you're REALLY doing. Don't snap at your friends coz you think they'll never understand you like you understand yourself. Because sometimes, the spectator sees the bigger picture better than the player. And you just gotta suck your ego and believe that.

I think the quarter-life crisis is slowly getting to me. LOL.. My priorities have shifted, and I've started to think that the things I used to do when I was 19-22 seem unnecessary to do now. I've more things to think about, more important issues to attend to, and I'm suddenly more worried for the future than ever. It's no longer studying and hopping around and waiting for graduation. Because I HAVE graduated and suddenly things are moving faster than I expected. If life was a roller coaster, then my cart is at the peak, and I'm staring deeeep down in fear AND amazement. It's horrifying, really. Hahahaha..

movie, food, wedding cards

2008-06-08T11:47:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Met up with Jen for movieeee... OMG Sex and The City was goood... Sarah Jessica Parker looks soooo horribly oldd.. But I LOVE LOVE LOVE the movie. It's totally a shopaholic type of movie. I feel like shopping noww!! I think if you're the type that has a group of girlfriends that you always shop with, you will relate to this movie pretty much. It's a really fun girly movie!! I'm not usually a fan of chick flicks, but this one's an exception.

Next up, I wanna watch Zohan.. Omg the trailer is hilarious.... LOL.. Adam Sandler!

Went for dinner at Newton Hawker Center. Kinda stuffy and smokey, but the food was pretty good! Too bad Little Miss PMS couldn't join us. LOLLLL.. Oops.

Received wedding cards from Robin and Fenny. Marina Mandarin it is!! I can't mention how much the whole wedding cost them, but it's WOW.. LOLLLL.. It's on a weekday, so I damn hope I can make itt... Omg my classmates are getting married! To each other!! So cuteeee.... Hahahaha...

PS: Evi obachan, remind me to pass you Robin's wedding card. Lol.. Obachan neh!!!! Hahahahahaha....

My Fragile Heart

2008-05-31T13:26:00.003+08:00

It skipped around
I somehow let it go
I don't know why so
It just slipped out of my body
And wrote its own story

And now that I need it back
I can't seem to find it
Searched with my eyes, my mind, my senses
But all I see are the traces

Shouldn't have let it slip from the start
But it saw, what I've always wished for
And left me one night and wrote a card
"PS: I have gone and will be back.
Back with something I know you'll like"

Can you please return to me
My fragile heart

I poured my heart out
And now it has skipped away
I followed the traces
And I saw, a familiar face
Smiling back at me

And there it was
My fragile heart
Happily beating and jumping
Along with another

The most picture perfect memory
Was seeing my heart so happy
He held out his hand and returned it to me
But I just smiled, and turned,
And walked away

Please keep it for me
My fragile heart

As I walked
Lonely and heartless
I smiled and cried
What could mean more to me than my beating heart
Its loneliness and sorrow at the start
The happiness and joy now of my fragile heart.

.:©Ayu:.

yay.

2008-05-29T15:57:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

On a brighter note, meeting some of the most important people in my life in a couple of hours. 6-years of friendship really makes me feel old u guys.. Lol.. Time to act funny, talk nonsense, and be the life of the party again. I'll see you crazy-heads later!!

On a darker note, seriously, what are pregnant mothers doing at clubs?!?!?! OMGGGGGGGG.... God bless you crazy thoughtless women. And your equally thoughtless husbands who actually allow it? OMGG what's happening to the world??

It's ending. THAT's what's happening.

Mrazzzzzz

2008-05-27T18:32:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

I just got Jason Mraz's new album "We Sing We Dance We Steal" and it's THE best. If you're a sucker for acoustic-y guitar-y sounds, mellow beats, and really smart lyrics, this one's for you honeys. Omg I'm in love............................................... with the album.

My online purchase is coming on Wednesday. Zheng, meet me soon!!!! Woo hoo hoo!! I'm so darnnnn tempted to buy from Abercrombie and Fitch but bloody shipping cost is like US$40+... omgggg screw you ship.

And BFF, your luck is turning for the better. I can feel ittt. Hehe... Uhm, good luck with the elope. I was the one that's supposed to elope but you did instead. LOLLL.. Omg yay!! All Hail The Metros! rofl.

PS: I'm still looking for X Japan's The Last Live DVD. But Ricky saw it and told me it retails for $200+ at HMV?!?! OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME.... So cheap ah. *inverted commas please* LOLLL...

And in any case Chief Editor Terence Tan is reading this, er.. Hi!! Hahahahaha...

The Quarter Life Crisis

2008-05-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Read at your own risk.

BEING IN TWENTIES SOMETHING
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing
that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know
and, may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be
in a year or two,
but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that,
maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to
aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met,
and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too,
and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere,
but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job...
and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing,
or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing
that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger.
You see what others are doing and
find yourself judging more than usual
because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life
and are constantly adding things to your list
of what is acceptable and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure
and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.
You feel alone and scared and confused.

Suddenly, change is the enemy
and you try and cling on to the past with dear life,
but soon realize that the past is drifting
further and further away,
and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder
how someone you loved could do such damage to you.
Or you lie in bed and wonder
why you can't meet anyone decent enough
that you want to get to know better.
Or maybe you love someone but
love someone else too and cannot figure out
why you're doing this
because you know that you aren't a bad person.

You want to settle down for good because
now all of a sudden that becomes top priority.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot
starts to look, pathetic.

You begin to think a companion for life
is better than a hundred in the shack
and for once you would not mind standing tall
for that special someone which otherwise you had never thought of
until now.

You go through the same emotions and questions
over and over,
and talk with your friends about the same topics
because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future
and making a life for yourself...

and while winning the race
would be great,
right now you'd just like to be a contender

What you may not realize
is that every single one reading this relates to it.

You are in your best of times
and your worst of times,
trying as hard as you can to figure this whole thing out.

They call it the 'Quarter-Life Crisis.'

A Hurricane

2008-05-20T23:45:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!!!

This is taking so much damn harder than I thought it would. Moving on isn't as easy for me as it probably is for others. I'm bruised and battered and tired. And I'm still where I used to be.

I wasn't and still am not sure of anything but what I'm damn sure of is my genuine heart. Someone told me "It's good that you're truly genuine towards someone, karma will do you good".

But I'm thankful I have 2 beautiful girlfriends to share this journey with. You know who u are, I love you.

Just another one of them nights. Sighhhhh....

Solution

2008-05-20T03:15:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!

I've realized that the best way to forget something is to replace it with another thing.

Life is beautiful. We just leave ugly footprints. Lol..

Anywhere

2008-05-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!

Who wants to elope? Lol... ;)

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand

[CHORUS:]
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the mornings light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where no one needs a reason

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now

I'm back, from outerspace.

2008-05-15T00:02:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Ok my soap opera has ended. I fired everyone. LOLLLL... And I'm sooo happy to be back.

No one needs so much drama in her life, especially not me. Pui pui...

I'm taking a nice stroll with BFF along this broken road (Rascal Flatts). She stepped on a barbwire along the way but I got pushed by a raging cyclone. We're injured but we're alive. LOL.. And I know my motherfucker is always by my side. :) :)

*sand hourglass* And these are..... the Days of Our Lives.

Omg Lava Lava! Bad news!! LOLL...

2008-05-10T00:02:00.005+08:00

ALoHa!!

Well first of all, so sorry Lava we missed the movie and you had to come to PS coz ahem ahem. LOLLL...

Something happened to me that would make any girl who had been in my shoes just bitchy, sulk, cry, be all PMS-ey and take a cab home. Hahhahaha... But I happily called Lava from the toilet cubicle, asked her to buy some girl-supplies, while I sat on the toilet bowl, tried to clean up and waited. Such luck I was wearing my white Hollister pants!! And some lady in the next cubicle was having diarrhoea. She slammed the toilet door and immediately started farting and shitting at the same time. LOL... Omg orchestral diarrhoea!!! I was covering my mouth trying to hold in my laughter and couldn't hold it in anymore and started snorting. OMGGG....

Anyways, thanks Lava for $15 Wacoal panty. Hahahaha.... You rock my socks! "Beb".

Went to check out movie timings at The Cathay. Sold out. Sighhh..... So brought Lava to 99 cents-per-plate sushi restaurant at the basement. 7 plates of sushi, 5 takoyayi, 5 gyoza, green tea and blackcurrant juice, for about $18. Much cheaper than most japanese eateries!

Went to Coffee Club (quite possibly our regular spot from now on coz it's 24-hrs.. LOL). OMGGG what I drank was sooo freaking nasty. I didn't know it had a combination of coconut and almonds. So lethal. Eeew.. It said peach-something so I ordered lah!! So much for impulsive ordering. Hahahha...

And birds gave Lava's car some acidic souvenirs. LOL.. Plat! Plat!!

Heavy traffic at CTE. Whyyyyy?? Coz some bozo female driver was given a speeding ticket and everyone slowed down to see.. Wtf!!! OMGGGG u people...... *shakes head*... LOLLL...

PS: Mun Mun is coming back soon!! Yay!!!

In the toilet waiting for help. Hahahhaha.. I sat for like 45 minutes leh!

i wish cupid was kinder.

2008-05-07T22:01:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!

It's playing with me (again). One day I'm happy, and then suddenly one night I get so sad. Omg what's wrong with me. For a moment everything felt fine and I didn't mind the missing parts coz I really made do with what was there. And then one night I realized how much I needed those missing parts. I just wished they were there. The holes are just gaping emptily at me. All those dreams I had, I thought they really really meant something. So I kept going. I don't believe in turning back so now I have to keep going with whatever I'm left with. Which is simply, emptiness.

Shit I'm sad shitless. :(:(:(:(:(

I need my motherfucker and my BFF. I wish I can put you guys in my pocket so I can take you out in times of joy and sadness.

My head hurts. And so does my heart. I'm drowning in my own emotions. And I can't even swim.

Vaseline

2008-05-06T01:35:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

I have to rave about Vaseline. Vaseline gives you longer lashes. Boys and girls and everyone else in between, if you want longer lashes, PLEASE give Vaseline a try. It works for me!!!! Well it's not like a centimetre longer, but... longer. Apply them before you apply mascara, and before you sleep. Works wonders.

Watched "The Other Boleyn Girl" just now.. Omg it's a good movie. Scarlett Johansson is so gorgeous!!! She and Natalie Portman play sisters who are vying for the affection of the bastardly King, played by Eric Bana. This is a movie of betrayal, lust, and love. Evil!!! Evilll!!!

Watching Speed Racer tomorrow. Hope it'll be fun.. *wink wink*

And shoutout to Mun.. How's it going how's it going!!! Happy freaking Birthday.. Hehe... Have fun celebrating in Oklahoma!! Omg I'm jealous lah.. Boooo... :):) But anyhow, have plenty of fun and get your ass back here and tell me all about it!! And too bad you missed the tornado. LOLL... *whoosh whoosh*

PS: To you-know-who, please be on standby in case of hyperventilation. LOLLL... Arigato gozaimas!!!

I'm Yours

2008-04-29T17:38:00.003+08:00

ALoHa!!

I'm Yours on ukulele.. Omg this is guy is adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):):)

My BFF and I

2008-04-28T23:07:00.004+08:00

ALoHa!!

When all is lost and nothing is gained, this box will help.

Here's what's left of our humbled donations to our little Hope Box:

Hopes 80%
Love 100%
Dreams 100%
Flirtations 90%
Unspoken words 100%

*hugs BFF*

Boring Saturday

2008-04-26T17:46:00.005+08:00

ALoHa!!

Just got back from my aunt's place... I ate too much over the night, just had a heavy lunch, and I feel extremely immobile now. LOL..

Thursday - Mun's farewell party at Thumper. Omg she's on the plane now to OKC!! Tag me when you've arrived babe!!! Anyways, Thumper was nice.. Thursday night, ladies night, free vodka for all you alcoholics. Lol.

Oh and I bought new mascara. Heh heh..

Before and after photo. Excuse my dark eye circles.

And today, Saturday, I'm at home. Why? Coz everyone is out. I like to be the odd one. Hahahahaha... Where'd everybody go???

OMGG

2008-04-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

ALoHa!!

Omg I'm embarassed beyond embarassment...

OH.

MY.

GOD.

I was so totally cornered. Lol...

PS: Thanks Lava and Mun. For trying to calm me down. I was freaked out beyond belief and cursing in your windows. So sorry. OMGG it's still sooo embarassing. But nvm. It's like over and done with! Whatever happens, happens right? Good luck to your side, Lava. Hehe... He's got precious, you've got honey. LOLLLL.

The Search for Something More

Christmas Party!!

Saving is hard.

Too fast to live

. . . . .

HA HA HA HA

Calculative

R.I.P MJ

A Long Walk in The Wrong Outfits

Bumped.

.

Rookies

Pop to Queen

Sucker for live talent shows

Quiet baby

1.17am

The Book Cafe

Koh Pi Been

Rainism

Bye AML

We need Finance!

On fire...

Really

:(

Old sickness

oww..

listen

tall pumps with fat heels

your poker face

Weekend with kids... LOL

mio

I love Iguana

why are days so long and ends so short?

Dempsey

Contemporary

Value of life

sickening

Whaaat

Freaky Friday

Homely New Year's

lazy week

Penniless long weekend

cosmetics heaven

bowt

New nephew

Waaan... Tooo... Tweee...

*gasps*

Departure

Getting a hang of it

pryyyydayyy

Lose Weight

Spending

b.a.l.d

Yuck

*plop*

*faint*

what title

Another month of another year

JOBBBBB

TOKIO

*crack*

just when you thought YOUR life was sad

dummy

out and about with Lisa!

dentally traumatized

sigh

Here's to insanity

sigh

xoxo

2.39am

beautiful

buffets and birthdays

I'll marry you.

Nothing

Deteriorating

Lucky!

not enough.

up up and away

hidey ho!

on vacation

gasps

plop

faint

crack